Creepin

To all those creepsters out there:

Please do not, I repeat DO NOT, steal a girls phone number off of an employee schedule. Not only is this blatantly idiotic, it is uncalled for. Also DO NOT then proceed to text said girl. If a girl has not given you her number, then don't use it! This makes you the creepiest of creepsters, I do declare. 

ALSO DO NOT, send passive aggressive texts in hopes of gaining some sort of attraction or satisfaction. You are receiving neither and are creating a persona that is laughed at in corners and server stations at work.  Yes I laugh at you, no I'm not proud of it. 

Today I have taken my number off the employee schedule for a reason I hope you all (and by you all I mean my entire audience, Wendy and Cindy) can assume. This is the most liberating thing I have done all week.

My life is that exciting, be jealous. 

Family

Although my family has never looked like this picture, I have been feeling very connected to them all as of late. My grandfather passed away this weekend and I think through the time I spent with him in his last days, I found the biggest inspiration in improving my life. I have spent the last week or two struggling to do anything I had been planning to do on this blog. Hence the lack of posts.

As I sat and chatted with my grandpa, and all my family that had made it, we laughed and reminisced at how stubborn he was. He knew exactly what he liked and he refused to do anything he did not. And on his deathbed he was ready to die, completely satisfied with the life he lived. 

There were many choices we disagreed with that my Grandpa made. The number one choice was smoking. But when it comes down to it, it was his choice. I know he did not regret it. So through this observation, and a week of self-loathing for all the things I have not done, I have reinforced my thoughts of acceptance for myself. I want to work out and eat healthy and do all of the things I think will make me feel better, but I also refuse to regret the lazy-jiggly-depressed me. :)

Rest in Peace Grandpa.